Knowing You

When I was in Standard 2 , almost going to the end of 2008 I guess , when all of us were crying of our separation . And I was so fucking frustrated about it , cried a bucket of tears and they were trying to calm me down . One of them ; her hug is so different . I feel warmth when being in her arms ; the feelings like a little children was protected by her sister . Like she really wont let me go and telling me that she will always be there for me even she didnt not speak any voices at that time . LolAs we got separated by distances and didnt see each other rarely , I still can even remember how her hugs feel . I try to find the answer why it feels that special but I couldnt . And this year , I met her and them again . At that graduation night , I feel the same feeling like I felt back in 4 years ago . Being in her arms make me feels completely safe . I know I can never find this bliss feelings with anyone else . Its completely real and different . Sure that I cant live without them , she's making me alive as I hold on to her quotes of hadith of our Prophet that she gave , the way she said those words keep echoing around my ears . She make me believe that there will always be rainbow after all the hardships you get through . Thank you for that best friend , Y . Now , She wanna further her studies in Egypt but the government wont take any procedure in any private school students . And her father decided to send her to Rusia . And I havent heard of any news , yet . I'm praying for the best for her in achieving her ambitions , and all of us .