Love Is Fading Away

People say , "We just let the one we love be themselves , we dont have to change a thing about them". When it transform to couple , it isnt combine to one , it still have two life . Two different perspective of life that you'll see . The kind of couple that always support each other , thinking maturedly in solving problems , they wont stop their one do things he/she love to do , respect each other's friends and perfectly understand that they live in their own solo life till ; they only share one life when they get married . Nahh , it's depend on people . For me , I prefer it that way . Every human is different . In this case , None of us want it to end like this but seriously I think we didnt deserve for each other . People change , things become really different now ; fact of life that you failed to understand . You cant accept me at my worst , then why should I make effort ? Part of me that you will never understand , Im not her and she , I dont like giving too much commitments , hopes and promises ; there are all lies . Yes , lies . We should not give that kind of lies cause we always knw that our destiny has be written for a long time and it will never change . Yes , sure that we're holding on to each other words hoping that it will be true someday but it have become nothing when you make it seeems TOO MUCH , when you expect things too much and when you cant accept the flows . I am just too tired , let me rest for a while . Reality ; I still dont achieved any of my dreams , all the things that much more important than love at this age ; future . Then how can you expect me to fcuking giving too much commitment on you . As I grow up , for this time being , somehow I realized I dont need this kind of relationship; misunderstood , yelling , screaming , fighting , fail to understand what each other want , no harmony . For short , I would call it no suitability . Yes , we are not suits for each other . As we grow up with experiences , I start to realize that, a man who can guide to the right path till Jannah is what all I need . And I will only find this man on my wedding day . I believe what HE told and I dont need to waste my time anymore in US . So I forbid a goodbye , hoping for so much better reality .