Because I just wanna run and hide . Waiting for you to seek for me . I know that day will come . But it hurts to keep hoping as your guts less than you should give . So dont blame me for leaving . ;) tettttt . Such a boring day . Dont misunderstood , just a quote of today .
Abah has changed a lot , not to the negative one but to the better . Since then , many light start to strike in his life cycle , building faith that help him to hold on to , giving him strength to keep build the empire of his own hat brought to success results lately and also performing his obligation to his children based on islamic rules , FULLY strict like hell . Also , he has a lot of plan for us and every night after solat berjemaah , he would advising us non stop . Through the corner of my eyes , I can see he's really hoping that we can follow his words . He did not have any idea how I've been through teenage life and how I used to live like . Abah said I should change as we're getting
older and close to death day by day . My tiny heart agreed with this part but there's will always be voices from my head , full of 'what if' . What if my self-esteem fade slowly ? What if people dont like ? What if they start to judge ? And what if I'm being too weak to hold my iman ? I scared of loosing my confidence .
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