And I Dont Need Any Reason For That

Do you know the kind of feeling having two important person in your life ? The one that love you whole-heartedly and want to be with you for the rest of his life , like you really own his heart and you're his winning girl , he would do anything and sacrifices everything to make you happiest in the world . And the one who you admire most for a years and butterfly fluttering around when you're with him . When you don see him for an ages the feeling dissappear just like that , you thought the feeling is like nothing but back then you're wrong , you will fall for him again everytime you look at him . In another life , he is so speacial to you .

I think sometimes the thing you want most is the thing you cannot have . I am a wreck , I fall for guys so easily but for real one one guy leave me doing anything . Cause I know who I am , Im too insecure that I might hurting him like I did to others , broke their heart like hell . Sometimes , I cant even find my heart , what Im searching in someone and what I really want .

#Andd Ili my bestfriend said , "does that guy know this guy is so special to you ?"

My heart curved a thin smile . Yeah , the word of special so fits in you .