Make Me Yours , Please

"If its the fighting you remember or the little things you miss

I know you're out there somewhere , so just remember this "

Okayy , I am sitting here , in my bedroom , sekarang tengah text sippit and tggu wktu berbukaa . Another one hour , haihh lambatt kott , Laparr kott :(( Mama , jangan lupaa beli laksa penangg heh . Hm Sony kat kedai , screen rosak . Damn bored without listening to my current songs . Itunes pulak macam haram je semua lagu ni . Abah mama sure ta kasi beli hp bru , Abah being so strict right now , he dont even allowed me to be back to Wangsa Maju , and I was allowed to hangout like twice a month , for the sake of SPM , my excuses are non-acceptable . At times like this , when I look backk ; I miss going to the cinema every weekend , ice skating with friends , sleepover at my girls' house , stay at school with Ili and playing with her nikon , swimming with Sara and her brother; Iftiqar , talking crap a lots with Fara and Fiza , went to uptown around 2 a.m every Saturday like once a month , listening advices and had a conversation hearttoheart with my girls , not on the line neither on FB , twitter or mail but by facetoface . I miss spend my free time with Alang and Achik , they're the awesome aunties I ever had in the world , no one can replaced . I miss mee kari that was made by Ibu and nasi goreng by Angah . Theres no doubt in my heart that I am love Ibu too , also Angah . They're treated me well , unlike Cinderella's stepmother . I AM JUST MISS MY LIFE IN KL . The different thing about me when I was in kL is I am learning to stand on my own ; independet . But here , with mama around me , I am so immature . To be honest speaking , Even my parents called me ; babyy . lol . I would sulking for 3 days without talking with mama or even will scream like a little child when I diddnt get what I wanted (depends). *malumalu , teehee .

Dont bother asking me if I am fine , I am finee ... KOT .

However , I am sorry , this post is starting to messy up . I am getting tired . I'm not giving up , just tired . I am trying so hard make this life of mine as enjoyable as possible .

If you're having a problem , then MOVING ON

If you feel alone , talk to me .