Before Its Too Late , This Could All Disappear

I have to shut down this feeling . So that I could not worry about everything . You hate to get hurt again while I'll be hurt if I keep this feeling right ? You wont know what I feel towars you . Babe , I m not giving up . Im trying to live my life , lead it become better . Yes I like you and will love you like no one could ever do , but I know you wont do the same . The reason is , YOU MAKE ME FEEL BETTER . You're so special bby and only we know the reasons why .

Woke up very early today . I think Im gonna spend half of my day in front of this freaking laptop , *wasting time . Need to attend Chemis class tonight .

Oh yeay , I may dislike a few people but not hate . And I really didnt give a damn about what they're doing , about to doing , and the way they live their life . But this blogger really pissed me off ; http://poserofloser.blogspot.com/ . I get what he/she trying to say but hey we're muslin right . Islam thought us to lead others in a RIGHT way , bukan buat tahi kat muka orang . There are times that we're human beings , the way we come to be caused by our situation . Sebenarnya , semua manusia memang cukup sempurna . Maybe family institution , less in Islamic lessons , tension-ess or whatever factors that caused they become that way . I feel sympathy sometimes . Hal dia tu urusan dea dgn Allah , so kau ta boleh sesuka hati menghentam cacian teruk terlalu . Everyone make mistakes , everyone get their 'lost time' . So tell me who wasnt ? You dont have any right to say , fuck manwhore . Better turn away and go fix your fucking life first . On other side kan , you're just the same ; mulut kau bitch . Other , you dont show off who you are . Awhh , I m feel so sorry for you loser .