January 7, 2012

Having Ugly Thoughts Is Only The Weakness







"There is no how much percentage of confidence you need in doing something , in changing . It is either you're determine enough and brave to do it or not . And remember the reasons why it become most importantly ; it's all because for the God's sake . " --- Thanks Ejat for another encouragement . Cant help it but to cry while conversation still moving . So afraid of being hurt with criticism and revenge for the memoirs of the past . A lifeless soul I become . With no light to be found inside me . If it's more easy . I wonder if life could have a direction book , I would not have keep torturing my soul like this . If only God permit to allow me to go back down the paths I'd ever laid my feet on and search for the lost , shattered pieces that would be perfectly fit together to form who I used to be , so that I could be alive and be me again , just be myself .

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