In that dream , there was a huge white wall look exactly like the one in palace . To get through the wall , we need to walk along a beautiful alley . The alley was surrounded with super colourful and fresh flowers . I just cant describe the good feeling whenever I walk along the alley . But the alley was perfect for two people only . I was the one who owned the alley . Unfortunately , I can only get through it with the one I love , sincerely . And I found the right man to accompany me along the alley . Someone who can tell me every name of the flowers , someone who can teach me how to walk nicely yet he still let me walk by own myself , someone who always pick me up everytime I fall and he will kiss me to vanish the pain and someone who can hug me tightly so that I'll know that I wasn't alone .
I hold his his hand tightly , yes the hand which perfectly fit to mine . His soft skin press against mine give me a calmness to the heart . When we're about to enter the alley , there stood a beautiful angel with her wand and star on it , equipped with blue-white wings . Suddenly , the angel whispered , "Dear , once you finally white wall , there's no turning back . There's no any chance of getting the new man . So better you think it seriously" . With no any hesitation , I told the angel I am serious of choosing my choice and I know that he can give the best in my lifetime . The angle smiled and soon she let me step in .
It's like stepping into a new world . The air was so fresh , the birds were singing happily , the butterflies were fluttering around and the rabbits were playing . He picked a white daisy and put it on my hear , he told me the flower looked better with me . He then kissed my forehead and told me that I'm the most beautiful girl he ever seen in the world . Do you know how it feels like ? Yes , the feeling that make you feel so alive and something that make you don't want step out from your dreamland .
Few minutes passed , we reached our destination , my white wall . I touched the wall , it was so clean . "I can't wait to start colouring , painting and expressing everything to this wall", I said while offering him a warm smile . We started to colour our wall . I choose purple while he choose light green . I was over enjoyed doing it with him . He looked serious while doing the painting , he gave every inches of his paint . By that time , I am pretty sure that my choice is correct as I know that he always trying to give the best for me , us .
As time flies fast , we both got pretty tired . We started to have stupid arguements and everytime we had a fought , the colours on our wall seem to fade away . It's something like you cant handle it because the thing just happened the way it want it to be . So that , we will try our best to work this thing out as we do not want our paint representing us to be fade away . But somehow , the arguements seem to lost the control . Something terribly bad has happened and the wall start to lose the cheer of its colour . He knew that I'm trying my best to colour the wall back but he was refused . I know it was all my fault . Most of the time , I caused tears to him . Most of the time , I made him hurt . Most of the time , I did not know how to appreciate .
At last , the wall of us only left with the colours of mine . I cant even find any drop of his anymore .I was being left alone , every page of our story became dull . I dont know what supposedly I should do , so the only thing that I keep on doing for each second in my life is praying hard and wishing upon the start because I want him to come back with me . Doing our same routine together , putting back our colours because I rally miss our great masterpiece which once built together . Everyday in my sleepless night , with a bunch of regret inside my soul , I always hear my tiny heart whispered, "Dear Angel , please look after him for every where and what's he going , always" .
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