I Will Always Be On The Top On His List

" Cinderella walked on broken glass , Sleeping Beauty lets her whole life pass by , Belle fell in love with a beast , Pocahontas risked her life for a feast , Jasmine could have had anyone but she choose a poor man and Ariel , she walked on land . "

So many people dislikes fairy tale because it make us believe in true-love-last-forever and save us when something goes wrong . Same goes here but I've realized that every girl in fairytale movie took a risk . Took a risk for love , took a risk in the name of love .

So how do we know our own fairy tale wont really happen if we don't give a try ? If we stop believing in love ? If we giving up on love ?

I know it is hard for us to put down our guards and to learn to put a trust on someone else after breaking up hit us seriously deeply in pain like a train . We could distance ourselves from people like them to avoid from getting hurt . I know because I've been through this fucking asshole pain . Instead of that , I am also learn that building up these wall doesn't heals the pain and it totally won't save us from keep-remembering-the-bittersweet-of memories that we are not tend to remember . One thing you should know , everyone will cause you a pain and tears , but you have to decide who is worth it . Tired of being the girl who question her fact , I put my walls away and lets someone walks in . And when you make that decision , happiness will come you . Just like I did ;)