Okayy well , I was definitely bored . So yeah , I just let my thoughts turn to words . I dont expected anyone to read this , I just love to write .
There still lots of things I wish for before I finished my secondary school . Such as something new I could learn . I got guitar but I dont even know how to play it , bought it two last years ago . I wish I can go to the guitar class but I think Im not gonna waste my time for that class this year . I learn how to play piano with my brothers . Its not fair that Abah paid them for those classes when at that time I lived in kL . And sometimes Im interested in hiphop dancing . The way they slide their head , jumps out , move the body from side to side ; it seems cool .Inspired by PCD . lol . I wanted to lose weight , I want to get my 45kg's body back . So that I can buy lots of tops that has a cut . And I wish I have a magic hand , the creative one , so that I can paint my plain pink wall in my room . Actually , I did asked Wani to paint my wall but she thought that I was fooling around ==' . I want to buy lots of amazing stuffs for my room and beautiful lamp so that I dont have trouble to get sleep . I asked Mama for a big teddy bear that cost around three hundreds+ even I know I'll never get it , tell me which parents are willing to but toys for their growing up children . I want to hug my far away bestfriends once for this year , how I wish to meet them again ! I wish Ibu could buy me a Macaroons whenever she will be back to kampung .
Okay fine , close that story , on other note , I think I feels so much hatred on mosquitoes . Lately , They seems enjoyed living in my room and caused scars at my legs , I rather not wear shorts anymore , guess . This is the 3rd weeks on April , and I have absofuckinglutely no idea why I am feellike it doesnt matter if Im not going out on weekends . Not like before , I'll asked Mama to send me somewhere once 2 weeks . And fuck off for me because I fails to give full of comitment on learning process . It just like most of the teachers doesnt get into class as they're busying as the school was having Speech Choir , Choir , PIBG , bola baling and the rest . So , no homework at all , didnt touch the books though . My money has gone as I bought three lens ; pink , blue and hazel . Teehee ;D
So basically , life been pretty happy yet so confused . I hope everything perfectly well and at the end , I get what I am waiting for right now . But sometimes , it feels like quarantine in my own world . Doesnt it feel suck ?
Ouh , pretty poor for Abah , he lost his fucking BB Bold .
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