Hello . Its the 4th of February 2011 . Its has been a month I did not blogging and I managed to blog again past a few days . How's your beginning of 2011 ? Mine isnt bad and isnt good at all . In January , Ive been so busy doing homework , spend time with family , going to the tuition , merentas desa thingy , and do some revision . I would like to say that being a Form5 students really depressed . Even SPM is in November in the end of the year I can feel the pressure now . Everyone put the hopes high up on me , expect me for a good results , lots of A's . Ahh , how can I possibly full their dreams ? Im not that clever , and I dont think I am clever at all . Ohh , come on . What can I do ? I suck in Admath & Math and I cant deal with the drawing properly . Anyway , I through it calmly and there's no "hows and whys" in my mind . I ignored the tired feeling of mine and I keep pushing myself . I am now sitting for my monthly test . All I can ever say is , I need to catch up some topics of Form4 in Physic , Chemistry and Addmath . Attend more tuition and do study group , perhaps ? Gonna think about that later . These day, honestly , Im proud to say that I didnt care about anything else than SPM . Nothing else mattered . Im still trying to get my relax and study mode back , I dont care about anyone and other thing . Its all the paper I need to think about . I think that's enough about school .
So far , Abah jarang spend time with us because he is so busy in KL with the preparation of the perasmian of his new bussiness ; D'Lima Delight Restaurant which is located in Wangsa Maju . The area is around the main door of Cold Storage , if Im not mistaken . Western food and Kampung food are the types of menu . If you people read this , why didnt you drop there ? Have some taste (: It will be opened soon , in a few days . Talking about KL , just want to say ; I miss catching up with my girls . :(
Friends ? (: Every person's life would not be complete and no rainbows without the presence of them , ryte ? They come and go . Screw those who forget you and just go on with those who always stick like a blood with you till now . My friends are still the same . Nothing bad happen , no arguement , no judgement and no fighting . Alhamdulillah :) I'd love to tell you what had happen yesterday , but naahh , the next post okayy babes ? Hehe :D We do thing , talk thing that make ppl hate and cant shut their mouth . Ive one boy that got really mad over me just because I told her gf about his cheating and what did he do with other girl . Its not me who started it first . The Gf already knew the rumors and want the truth from me . Im writing here not to prove that Im innocent . But I want him to think what had he done , breaking up a girl's heart ? fuck that . So far , they got together back but he seems like want to pay the price . Grow up man ! I dont see any point in pay the revenge . I would like to call you , immatured creature who wouldnt admit your own mistakes . Before I forgot , Ive this friend of mine , serenade his love to me and bla3 . 2 days laters , I found out that he is in relationship with someone out there that was not-really-long-distance . At the same time , I lost my Guardian Angel . Yes , I admit that Im so fucking tired of man's sweet talk . They seems nothing to me now . Of course , there was a butterfly in my stomach whenever someone said that to me . But it will not last long , they fade away just like man . Easily come and go . Who cares ? I dont even care in loosing anyone of their attention . But I went so fucking mad with their attitude . This is totally cannot be accept .
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