I'll Listen To The Song You Picked , For Us

"I roll like a desperado, now I never know where I'm gonna go
Still I ball like there's no tomorrow"

What's up world !
Everything is so messed up as it ever was and false hopes were raised from dreams .
Nowadays , I have lost the inspiration to write or to do anything . Texting , sleeping , spam onlining , games are the same routine . Its has been an ages I didnt hung out . My current friends that I used to chilling around , they ' re all in KL . Enjoying their holidays and releasing out their stress .
Annnd me , still stuck at home even it getting almost in the middle of December .
*sigh , well Im uninspired . Im just a terribly disturbed girl looking for an inspiration .
I searched for eternity but I know I may never find it .


I think I still need to give myself time . Heyy , one day I'll care for you as much as you care for me , I promise :')



To My Very Awesome Girls , I am so sorry that we cannot hang out together in this school holidays like we used to . Ive got something to deal with , Im sorry for cause this trouble to myself , we cant meet up :(( I miss my life when I was in KL , I miss my old friends and old school :(

I shall stop blogging . I post to many emotional stuff right ?