Someone Call The Fashion Police !

I still dont sleep. I couldnt sleep at all last night. Im not a human being, Im an owl. Bytheway, I supposed to take a shower and preparing myself right now. But heyy , lets me post one more post before I leave my home. I'll off for 2 days. Gonna miss my lappy and Baking Life game. Hehe. Im not going there to shopping or whatever. Abah had some works to do and we're gonna to visit my brother's new school to be. He choose to school in sekolah pondok. Mygodd, whatthehell is he thinking ? I mean, yeah, Im proud of you that you want to get more closer in Islamic Studies. But , couldnt you asked for even more better sekolah agama ? Thank godd Ive been schooling in Adni. I wonder if Im not, Abah will assure me to follow him too. Emm, not sure. Ehehe. I have never felt comfortable with the way I am. I gained weight. Its embrassing, I couldnt wear my jeans. My curves is 2times bigger than before - thats what I feel. What in the world have I become ? I mean with the way I have been eating lately, Im not surprised if I got to get into The Biggest Asian Loser. Ohhgodd, What am I going to do?' I dont wear flats almost of the time. I didnt watching tv for a few days. I eat twice a day. I didnt drink much. I fall into puding. Ohh yeay, I think a lot of girls has fallen into high waisted shorts and skirts. Seriously, I dont feel like wearing them at all. High waisted ? They look pretty ugly to me. Im soryy for those who may be wearing them , but they was like "ewww". I dont really buy a branded clothes. You still can get your pretty good looking without wearing branded stuffs. I'll buy when I go crazy over it when the first time I saw it. And for now, I wish for a short jeans, a lace vest and a pair of heels. I hope my mom not forget her promise to buy me a perfume. I wish for a Forbidden Rose by Avril Lavigne but I wonder has it been solded in Malaysia ?? I'll run to my father for perfume because I know he can get one for me quickly as he lives in Kuala Lumpur. I do miss my girls. And I really really want to spend time with them. Part of me told me to follow Abah ahead to KL. There are the voices in my mind told me just to stay here ! The feeling of staying at home in Kl wont be the same like before ---> Thats what I think Im gonna feel .
Thats all. Hoping for a nicee day and safe journey.
Takke care readers !

Much love.
Lieeyaa