You Tell Me That You Want Me And Then Push Me Around

"If I aint holding you back

You have your little panic attack "

I've lived for 16 years and I think I've been through just enough to figure out humanbeing's attitude in this earth. Sometimes, Im so sick of it.

Its me who feel this wayy? I started my today with a pisssed off emotions when I got a called from my girl saying she is on her way to Gambang with her boyfie and some other our friends. Some ppl will forget to appreciate things that they had when they were addicted to something sweetest ever. Its was like you broke our promise just for a boyyy? :( But baby, thats alright, Im the typr of a girl who doesnt ambil hati easily with my friends because they means so much to me. :))

Well, then I went out with Fatini. Emok picked us up at her home. Bought a plaid black-red shoes, turqoise nail polish, a grey short pants and I spent around Rm120. Then, Getting ourselves a Chicken Rice, treating by Emok :) After sending Fatini at her home , I asked Emok to send me somewhere else.

I met my fav boys too after two weeks not seeing them. I missed them very mucch, I swear to God these boys are the bestest laughing gas I ever had, but without My Bie here with me, theres something I felt like uncomplete, haihh. Btw, I had fun , so much fun with them. :) I think I adore someone aaah. :DD There were people I that made my day today, I was glad I had Aten, Aishah, Deeba, Syuk, Pitri,Yen and the list goes on. It was nice.

I've many thoughts about my friend. I think she was trying to imprees me. Ili, if you read this. Do you still remember about the bitch that I told that always got jelous with mee? She is making a lots of fake scenes. Konon nak buat baik kott, boleh blah. But seriously, I dont even know what the hell is you really aim for? I've nothing for you and Im not gonna waste my time for a fake friend like youu. Like alll of my girls were wondering why and why did she is being soo0 nice with me. Everyone was like giving whattheheelook is she tring to do. Haiihhh. Lantak kau laah.

My love story is nomore. I shouldn trust you backk, Azwan. And for Boy, for the questions that hurting you, Im truly sorry. Im just asking for the truth, its juat ppl said so. I just want to take more caution when it comes to love, I hope you understand. You have evrything ; bmw sport, myvi, anak org kaya, good education, evryone knws you, good looking but it seems so helpess. Everything were kinda heavy for us. But I swear,you make me want to forget about him, slowly. :) I think I've a crush on someone that we friend called him started with capital S. lol. Teeheee :DDD

Until here. Goodnight , love you my readers :)

Before I forget, I hate copycat, Dont chuu?