You Never Ever Understand My Pain

''And it took so long just to feel alright Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I would have missed the first time that we kissed Cause you broke all your promises''

Its been ages since I last shopped. But todaaayy, I got a new black long cardigan from mama. Call me shallow, blah blah. But Im happy. lol.

Okay where should I start? School was boring today. And yesterday was not totally fun as I expected. Yes, I met him again but theres something missing between us. Gahh! Seriously, dont wanna talk about him right now. So, lepaking with Hasya, Wani, Syuhada and some other syuhada boyfriends' and girlfriends' that I do not even know their name and didnt say hye at all. Buat hidung tinggi jea. hohoh. They karaoke-ing, omg, Im really really not enjoying the songs that they picked up cause its all malay, and I dont really listen to the malay songs. So, I told Wani to go to somewhere else. Headed to MCD with Wani, Aizat and Ogy. Getting myself and Wani Mcflurry, Chicken nuggets and Fries while two Mc Chcken for Aizat and Ogy and cokes for us all.. Sumpah, Idk what the hell is wrong with me but I went totally baik hati. I did belanja dea orang. lol. :D But, seriously, they made my day. Aizat and Ogy were fooling around and we're all talking non stop- our dirty minded, lots of things. I was like laughing really loud like theres just four of us. HAHA. Nanti kuar lagi ek. Best je lepak dengan korang. Teeheee. XDD

Today is Sunday and its 11.22 pm. I'm stucked here doing nothing but sigh. How I feel so empty. With no Azwan would listen to my despair.I don't know why I felt something is very wrong. And things will not be the same anymore. I'm screwed. Ive been missing you much you darling. I hate to see you leave. Hemm, but anyway life is beautiful. And me as humankind have to make sure that my life is going on well. So long.

I MET A GUY,UNEXPECTED

Yes, I did. We're know each other about 17 days.

Im glad, but heck I hate this feeling. But whyy I still can get over him. hm.

Whatever, I called him boy, he told me so because his mom called him boyboy. loll. Btw, I dont feel like replacing him. Yet, I rejected 7 boys this years just because of him, idiot.(after broke up lah)