And Even Your Hope Is Gone

"Oh , and the best award for the best liar goes to you
For making me believe that You could be faithful to me"

2010 has made me seee a lots of things in a different perspective, it has brought out the best and the worst in me. I learned that fairytale do not exist but relationship do work out if you actually try hard enough. Four days being single, without him with this thing called mobile and credit, I think I'll survive. Love you , boy. Hehe.

Hello again world! Its been a while. Sorry for ignore you my love blogspot. I know I havent blogged that much lately. I am so busy and I had a tough weeks. Emh , I guess For two months? Before a few days of upcoming Ramadhan, Am I right? Well-oo, I'd prefer to be alone. Ignored everything. Since I standing on my own way now. And after two weeks being silent, I've already topuped my celcom and maxis, so ape lagi, jom aahh text? Hehe.

Yesterday was fantaastic, it was awesome. Went out with Iwani and Umi. Headed to gig, lepaking with our friends. Ohh boyy, I haaadd funn. Weee. I feel like You're not exist , for a while until I returned home and laying in my bed. Your sweater still here, in my room, in my bed, its still smell just like you. Gosh, imissyou, a LITTLE.
I make up my mind not to forget about you, I just wait for time to heals it. Let just you live in my memories, part of my life, be my past. I will not hate someone give me happiness once. Its fate. Just accept him. Life is about moving on and learn how to letting go.
I know everything is gonna be okayy. And I just gonna be fine. And for now, Im proud of myself. Hee. So yeah , I started to text and talk to boys again. So, lets just twist it , turn it and flirt around. Helllyeaaahh :D
I thought you were better than that, but you proved me wrong. Shame on you , sayang! Im happy right now. I'm stronger than you thought :)

THANKS GUYS! I LOVE YOouuuu guys so0o much1 Swear!
Act, We've known each other for 3 months enn except for My new schoolmate,My new classmate,My bie;Iwani. heee. Watcha say?! Chemistry all We got . :DD I love being a round you guys. Or should I called gig-friends? Hee. Just stay here with me taw. Friendship do last forever.
What now, what now, what now? Its 3.36 am and I dont feel like sleeping yet. Ohh yea, everyone got their twitter. Should I? How to use it? For now, I think I' gonna update the others.