Love Is In The Air

I made a promise to myself that I'll not let other guy walk in my life at that time . And start living life as a single person again for one month . I am so fucking tired caused by those fighting and misunderstanding , I dont know how to handle it anymore . Plus , were both still young , still have a lot more to learn and I think we're not suits anymore . I made up my mind not to get into love till I found the right person , maybe in years later , till I get ready . I might be so sad of this separation but I think I should start being selfish and think about my real happiness , what I want for in my life . Plus , since Im going to further my studies , its better for me or any girls out there to stay single ; from my friends' opinion , I think so too . But somehow , my plans turned out wrong . I really didnt thought that it'll happen this fast cause it never happen like this before . A boy and girl can never be friends . They will fall for each other . Love isnt optional . What cn I do instead of following my heart ? I've my right to live my own life .